"Just remember when you think you’re free, the crack inside your fucking heart is me.."

Meow ever since you called I can’t get you out of my head! You really are fucking killing me here, I was fucking fine without you talking to me, I was moving on and then bam out of no where you go and fuck that up. It’s all sweet for you since you don’t give a fuck and just want the cash but you don’t even see how that half a minute phone call tore down every wall I built against you. How destroyed it left me.. Your voice planted a seed in my head and now our memories just torture my me. I wish we we’re 19 again, falling in love and being cute every day. That boy I fell in love with isn’t the selfish man I know now but I miss you, I miss us, I miss the love, the fights, the make ups and break ups. I miss your chaos and the way you made me feel comfortable, I miss the silly games and lingo, I miss everything about you Bugglet. I will never have what we had again and that really fucks with me. I really hate today.

"Just remember when you think you’re free, the crack inside your fucking heart is me.."

Meow ever since you called I can’t get you out of my head! You really are fucking killing me here, I was fucking fine without you talking to me, I was moving on and then bam out of no where you go and fuck that up. It’s all sweet for you since you don’t give a fuck and just want the cash but you don’t even see how that half a minute phone call tore down every wall I built against you. How destroyed it left me.. Your voice planted a seed in my head and now our memories just torture my me. I wish we we’re 19 again, falling in love and being cute every day. That boy I fell in love with isn’t the selfish man I know now but I miss you, I miss us, I miss the love, the fights, the make ups and break ups. I miss your chaos and the way you made me feel comfortable, I miss the silly games and lingo, I miss everything about you Bugglet. I will never have what we had again and that really fucks with me. I really hate today.

Posted 2 years ago & Filed under diary, letter, Bugglet, ex, heartbroken, sad, Marilyn Manson, Lyrics, The Speed Of Pain, pain, 5 notes

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